Thursday, March 15, 2012

FUCK THIS

You're damn straight I won't be the one to mend this feud.
You may think I started it, but I was justified in what I said to him that day. You come to me crying and telling me he's being emotionally abusive and you expect me NOT to say anything when the next day he gives you a fucking flower and everything is peachy? HELL NO
I don't care if he was there for you when things were hard for you. If it weren't for him you wouldn't have been in what you called the most horrific situation of your life to begin with.
You're different since he came around. And yes I blame him.
For months you tell me you two are just friends, "He's even seeing other girls" you say. and he's your friend and I have to be nice. Then suddenly you're in love with him and you want to "Be someone he can be proud to call his"? Fuck that. He isn't good enough for you anyway. Either you've been lying or he has. Either you've been lying to me, yourself and everyone around about what you two are, or he's been lying to YOU about it. If you've been in love with him this whole time, open your eyes and see that for all intents and purposes HE CHEATED ON YOU.
You love him because you think he's gonna grow up and be different? Love him for who he IS and not who you THINK he's gonna be. When did you get so stupid? He isn't going to change, but you already are.
Everyone sees him for what he is except for you. The sooner you see it and move on with your life the better.
I'm not going to be friends with him. I'm not going to accept someone into my life that acts the way he does. And I am certainly not going to be happy for you and this relationship.

Sincerely,
Your pissed off older sister.

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